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But, there was something that changed between then and now. It�s not my body talking because it�s too tired to know, and the only thing that�s here is what thinks.

Cause you�ve been waiting a long time
To fall down on your knees

I�ve been awake too long. I�ve been afraid to miss something, because I feel like I�m running out of time.

Cut your hands
Cut yourself until you bleed

In that nest of a bed, I sometimes feel you there, when I wake up in the morning. I say I�m sorry for the alarm, and remember I�m talking to the pillow.

But fall asleep next to me
And have a dream

I want to say so much more than this. I want to listen, but I have to shut it off.

I�m falling down on my face
I scrape my knees
I scrape my hands until they bleed
Cause you�re fast asleep next to me

It�s been too long for so many things.

4:43 p.m. - 2002-12-10


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