2003-06-17 @ 6:34 a.m.
Tricks of light, see?
Can you not surround yourself with more genuine people?
Mom? Do you think I hang out with them?
I can't fix my dad. I'd like to, but I can't. Much in the same way I'd like to fix you. I can see what you need, but I can't give it to you. These are things one must find alone.
It's a hard lesson, to realize you can never fix anyone but yourself, and even that is questionable.
This morning I wanted to reach into the screen, dreams of snakes kept me from acting out.
And so another day of making copies will start. But I have a goal now, and that goal is to quit in a few weeks. My goal is now failure.
How could I possibly not live up to that?
PS - Me too.